Merry meet everyone

It has been a long time that I have been on here, I find it very frustrating that I can't get on here, my computer refuses to allow me to see the pages, but for some reason today I have managed to get on here so I thought that I would write a blog.

I have been married now for quite a while, and everything was so great for so long, but after a while it seemed that hubby and me were losing who we were together,  and we were really good together, always knew what the other was thinking and could end each others sentences and everything, but over just a short time we seem to have lost each other a bit, the one day I was looking on a site and see a face that I used to know from when I was just a slip of a girl, ah I used to adore this boy so much, but we parted on such bad terms that I never understood why, I was only young, it bugged me for so long not knowing what had happened and why, then just recently I got the chance to ask him what had happened, ah now this is where our history we shared seems to have changed a bit, I thought that he had just walked out on me, and didn't love me, then I find that my mum had decided that she didn't like him and had told him that he wasn't going to go out with me, and the fact that she tried to run him over in a car made his mind up to leave and never contact me, I was shocked but I know my mum for whatever reasons would have done that to him, I was so saddened to think that we didn't get the chance that we did deserve, anyway back to hubby and me, well I explained all to my hubby and everything about the lad that I knew, and I kept talking to the lad I'd known, little knowing that it was hurting hubby, I didn't see how he was so unhappy that I was chatting, even though I didn't hide it away, I made the mistake that I never looked at what was in my life at this moment in time, anyway, hubby and me had a row, he wanted me to leave, to go to my mums home, then changed his mind the next day, we said that we would sleep in different rooms, that the marriage was over and everything, now I find that we love each other so much that I believe that the reason that my old boyfriend came into our lives was to shock us into remembering about us, who we are together, how strong we are together and how unbearable it is when we don't show that we love each other every day, we nearly lost the one presious thing we have left in life, each other, I know that everything happens for a reason, and I hold onto that view today while I write this blog, we were slowely losing each other without even realising it, and if this old flame hadn't come into our lives we may never have got back to how we really felt.

I want everyone to know that life isn't that important if you forget the people in it who are also important to you, work, bills all of it means nothing if you lose the person that you hold dear by forgetting what they mean to you, I love my old boyfriend, but it is a different love to what I feel for my hubby, hubby saved me from myself, he made me strong, and without him I would be lost, I know that me talking to my ex hurt him, but I never meant that to happen, I loved him from the moment that I first spoke to him, I just felt we had lost the part of us that made us great, I didn't know how to repair the gap that was getting wider between us, little by little work and life were getting in between us, but now we are making up again, and finally talking again, I love you Dave xXx

Brightest blessings to you all, may you never let the one you love forget that you love them

WiccanRebal xXx