Merry meet All

Well it has been a sad day really, my step-daughter lost the baby that she was carrying today, she has been bleeding for quite a while, but yesterday went and had a scan, and they told her that the baby wasn't alive anymore, so today she had to go to hospital to have it taken out, my heart really went out to her, and although there was nothing that we could do to help her or ease the pain we went to the hospital to offer support to her in this difficult time, she was coping very well, she is a strong young lady, but it was still very difficult for her, it was hard on her dad seeing his little girl in pain and seeing her suffer like this, but her boyfriend will take her to his home to care for her and look after her which gives us some comfort. I know that everything happens for a reason but that is little comfort when things like this happen, she did say to me though, that at the beginning she had had dreams of the baby being a little girl, she was so certain that the baby was a girl that she hadn't chosen any boys names, but she said that in the past week or so she kept having dreams that the scan would show no baby at all, and she also had a dream that she went through labour to have nothing as well, so when she found out yesterday that the poor little mite hadn't survived she said she wasn't as upset as she would have been, she said the dreams had sort of prepared her for the worst.

If anyone is wondering why I titled this blog Rhubbarb, well through all of my pregnancies I gave all the children names, my daughter bless her was called Cedric, the boys all got boy names as well but I felt it was important to call them by a name rather than it or the baby, it helped when I wanted to talk to them, which I did all through all of my pregnancies, I did the same for my step-daughter, I called the baby rhubbarb, but now we will plant a mini tree to remember little rhubbarb by, which I feel is a good thing to do, it helps at times anyway.

Today it is raining outside and is pretty normal british weather for this time of year, I have just gotten off the phone from my children, whome I ring every week to check on them and make sure that they are all ok, they are busy as always, but well.

Brightest blessings to everyone

WiccanRebal xXx