Brightest Blessings All

Well the sun is out and it is warm, which compared to yesterdays rain is wonderful, my step-daughter went home to her boyfriends home and is doing fine, so all is good at the moment, ah but for how long lol, I am a bit of a pessamist when all goes well, at some point something bad normally happens which is the way with all life.

I have been looking on all the job sites that I can to try and find a better paid job but to no avail, you'd think that it would be a bit easier to find a job but hey I can only but try, my main problem is that for over fourteen years I looked after my children, well I thought it was important to raise them and always be there for them, but the job centre seem to think that my time was wasted, which is nice of them, not, but now after having successfully raised the children I find that I would like a job that actually pays me so that I can live, lol I am not asking much, hence why I am a cleaner at the moment, at least it will show a recent work history lol, but I would rather another job, although what I want to do is another matter, lol I didn't know what I wanted to do when I had just left school I still don't, I focused on the children and now I still have no idea what I want to do.

I spoke to two of my boys yesterday, bless them, they always seem so busy, one has just got back from Belgium, he loved it there, the other was off not long after the phonecall to go to army cadets, he loves everything to do with the army, my daughter was eating her dinner lol I will catch her on msn, which is what I do through the week anyway.

I told off my cat Cinnamon today for deciding to wee by my front door, then changed his tray, he refuses to use the tray, but hubby doesn't like him going out as I lost my beloved Tinker (cat) when she went out at our old house and never came back, I cried for so long, so now hubby doesn't want that to happen again so won't allow our two cats out, I let them out mind you when he isn't home, and they always come back, but Cinnamon likes to let me know that he would prefer to go outside, our two rats also got a clean cage today, bless them, Merlin and Gandalf are lovely friendly little boys, although they are more my hubbys pets than mine, they seem to like dog treats at the moment, and really enjoyed it when we hung a apple by some string in their cage.

Brightest blessings to you all

WiccanRebal xXx